Emotionally:
Some days I can hardly wait to hold little Cecil. But other days I start stressing out about the amount of time before I have to go into full-time mommy mode. So many things to accomplish in so little time.
But on the other hand, I am trying to give up some control in my life. I know I am uptight and too much of a control freak. I figure if I try to chill out a little bit now, it might help my mental state when Cecil is here and I cannot control everything like I would prefer.
I am happy! This is such an exciting time of life. It brings great joy to see how excited Seth is about this and share this time with him. I also started registering for baby items (even though I really have no clue) and can't wait to get started on decorating a baby room (which will have to wait until we know where we will be at).
I should also add that Seth has told me he has been surprised about how I've been through this entire pregnancy. I guess he expected the raging you know what, needy, moody woman to come out in me. But it really hasn't. I think I've actually only cried a couple of times.
Physically:
I hate getting up in the morning. Once I get out of bed and get going I feel great. But getting myself out of bed is tough.
I'm sleeping OK. I wake up a lot during the night (especially to pee) but for the most part I think I am getting enough rest.
Some days I feel like my stomach skin is stretching so much that it might explode. But for the most part, I still don't feel "big" yet. Thank goodness.
I LOVE riding my bicycle. Since I stopped running it is great to get on the bike and do exercise that I love which isn't uncomfortable (yet). I especially enjoy riding in the morning when I have this peaceful view of the open road.
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